5:03 AM - Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I think I'm useless.
I try my best to help those around me.
They say i help but when I never think I made any difference. Like when someone is crying, I would come to rescue. Tries hard to make the crybaby laugh, but I fail. That's not what I hate. But the next time I see that crybaby, she'll be laughing with her friends. It makes me feel so useless, and unwanted. I can never make someone laugh when they're sad.
I remembered back then, a friend said to me "anti selalu buat org marah eh."
And I can never forget that cause it's true. I always make people mad. My friends, family. Sorry this blog is so emo. I just have to let some stuff that bothers me so much out. I feel a lot better now. I shall leave.