Farey Rasid. 16. It’s funny how one group of people can change your life forever. I love you kambengs.

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Happy birthday to Fanaa & Syiqs!

So yesterday, after school I went home with Aina, Artini, Zoey, Deeja and Wiyah. Aifaa didn't come D: I didn't go straight back home. I went to the library. UGH, Tabitha Suzuma is such an awesome author. I'm addicted to her books. I found the book "A note of madness"! Don't tell Aqilah please. I won't be able to read it until SA2's over. SO FRUSTRATINGG. But I can wait forever ;D

Didn't go anywhere today. Right now I'm listening to 'strangers in the night' by Frank Sinatra. It made me think of someone I used to like xD I haven't even study. Exams are in 4 days. Likeomgfareyx. Good luck to all kambengs and the rest! Do study hard. You know you love me.

xoxo,
Gossip Girl

Let me tell you what happened yesterday!
Okay from now on I'll be like the 'GOSSIP GIRL' of alsagoff.
MUAHHAHA.

AQILAH QISTINA & SHAHIRAH JOHARI GOT PUNKED YESTURRDAY!
it was so damn funny. fatin called me and told me she was trying to prank Aqilah by pretending to be Haigerll. LOL. we were laughing all the way till we hung up. then i pranked Shahirah xD

Gossip girl: Hey! This is syazwan, my new number.
Victim: Hey thnks! Pp8 low uh cnt text anymre. Nk bbl o9 k
Gossip girl: Ok, love u. Please say u love me back lol.
(I didn't expect her to reply but then..}
Victim: I love u, rep at my hp no. K n my work is done XD

lykeomgfareyx.bs.com sehh!
SCOREEE FAREY FTW x)

xoxo
Gossip girl

I can reall relate to this song,
exactly how I feel. Lyrics below the vid.


Is it me, or did we agree to love,
somewhere I don't feel we got enough.
It's you, but what about me?
it seems like your living life without me
Everything seems to have your time but
my space in your heart is closing up
And the place where pictures hanging,
is the only time that you're with me.
Don't leave me here out all alone, oh no.
I'm still right here, where'd you go?

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.
I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now .
Don't let me down,
please turn around.

i think I've must have get too much
cause i felt the road was getting rough.
Suddenly i felt lonely out here
I looked beside me to find you not there.
Said you would love and protect me,
all i have is the words you left me.
Here i stand with the plans in my head,
its getting me the love that you said.

Don't leave me all alone, no no no no
I'm still right here...
Where'd you go?

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.
I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now.
don't let me down,
please turn around.

You wanna see the tears I cry on my pillow,
that doesn't compare what your doing to my soul.
You don't even know I'm in need of love.
Calling you love but you don't seem to her it,
and I'm losing you now.
Please just look around.

Look around, don't you feel something missing?
I'm the one you promised you would love,
but you gotta act so far away.
While I'm holding on please turn around.
I see you but i don't feel you,
can't get your attention to to save our love.
Look back and see me now
don't let me down,
please turn around.

I think I'm useless.
I try my best to help those around me.
They say i help but when I never think I made any difference. Like when someone is crying, I would come to rescue. Tries hard to make the crybaby laugh, but I fail. That's not what I hate. But the next time I see that crybaby, she'll be laughing with her friends. It makes me feel so useless, and unwanted. I can never make someone laugh when they're sad.

I remembered back then, a friend said to me "anti selalu buat org marah eh."
And I can never forget that cause it's true. I always make people mad. My friends, family. Sorry this blog is so emo. I just have to let some stuff that bothers me so much out. I feel a lot better now. I shall leave.

NEXT EPPY OF GOSSIP GIRL IS GONNA BE AWESOME!

omg, guess what? you don't have to, i'll tell you. this post has got nothing to do with any of you. but my rp friend's boyfriend made her a 2 month anniversary video! it's freaking cute i cried, so did Canada [her rp name, not real name]. it's Talada cause Talan + Canada = TALADA<3 aww, lol.

I'm afraid for you to see who I really am.

Sometimes you have to deal with the fact that, the ones you love are not always gonna be around.